it's my last day and i feel at a loss..
only because it's unimaginable that the constant thing in my vampire lifestyle is coming to an end.
no more sleepless nights...no more urge to press the release button...no more irate americans to pacify...no more need to do a hundred different things at the same time...no more noise and utter chaos in the production floor.
it's hard to leave it all behind... the friends i've seen everyday for the past nine months.. the salary i've come to expect every two weeks, and mostly...the feeling that i've got to be somewhere else five nights a week.
i will miss every little thing even if it has caused so much anxiety and hopelessness.
and yet...i feel immensely relieved
that finally i can stop feeling like i'm living in a nightmare.
and therefore, move on to better and greater things..
at long last, i am done. I don't know why or how i have lasted this long...but it is over now.
goodbye, misery and darkness!
hello, freedom and sunshine!
~0-o-0~
The only thing more unthinkable than staying is leaving. The only thing more impossible than leaving is staying.
- Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
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