Tuesday, May 20, 2008

it's all happening!

it all happened so fast...and i am still reeling.

i wake up every morning now...and sleep soundly at night.
i have a purpose every day and i can't wait to go to work despite the long commute.
i love the work environment and the work station that is ALL mine.
i can eat any time i choose and go to the restroom any time i need to.
i don't feel suppressed in any way..and i smile and laugh more often.

my deprived days are over!

oh, and did i mention that i am totally psyched with my SINGAPORE training this june?

finally.

finally.

my life has direction.


i have arrived.




=)

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

In title and in deed

I wanted to revel in it as much as i agonized over it.
I'm talking about my dream job here and there were a few moments when i felt it was out of my reach.
after my last job..this job is one million times better...AND i know in my heart and in my mind that i deserve this.
i loved it from the very beginning when i stumbled upon the job description....even though i had qualms about it.

can i really practice the profession i abandoned five years ago?

is it about the money? the chance to be trained abroad?

is it about the fact that i can work normal hours now? have my saturdays and sundays free at last?

or is it just the simple reason that i don't have to take a single irate customer's call again?

all i know is that i am finally going to be an engineer in a company that i believe in.

i'm so proud of myself right now.


and looking back at what it took me to get here....i don't want to have it any other way. =)




~o-0-o~
but the grass is oh so green....after winter rain.
- Feel It Coming by Sarah Melson

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Bull's Eye

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything
EVERYTHING that I wanted
We were MEANT TO BE
SUPPOSED TO BE but we lost it
And all of the memories so close to me just FADE AWAY..
All this time you were pretending
SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING




It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the ONLY ONE
It's nice to know WE HAD IT ALL
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done..