In title and in deed

I wanted to revel in it as much as i agonized over it.
I'm talking about my dream job here and there were a few moments when i felt it was out of my reach.
after my last job..this job is one million times better...AND i know in my heart and in my mind that i deserve this.
i loved it from the very beginning when i stumbled upon the job description....even though i had qualms about it.

can i really practice the profession i abandoned five years ago?

is it about the money? the chance to be trained abroad?

is it about the fact that i can work normal hours now? have my saturdays and sundays free at last?

or is it just the simple reason that i don't have to take a single irate customer's call again?

all i know is that i am finally going to be an engineer in a company that i believe in.

i'm so proud of myself right now.

and looking back at what it took me to get here....i don't want to have it any other way. =)




~o-0-o~
but the grass is oh so green....after winter rain.
- Feel It Coming by Sarah Melson