cannot.

tonight i learned that you had a girlfriend.

after three months i finally understood why you act the way you do...why you always have an excuse for not being with me.

it hurts. yes...of course..

but at my age i've already been through a lot....i've experienced bigger and greater pain than this....

no biggie, that's what i keep saying to myself.

i just wish i could've learned sooner, you know?

maybe i might've stopped myself for feeling anything more than what is right...