I miss feeling superhuman...

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

Where every problem is gone
because I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

losing my religion

a woman has needs.

and when a hot guy comes along... you get tempted...you fantasize about being pushed against the wall and taken....right then and there.

at least that's what i have been mulling over lately.

there's this old friend. he's basically a good guy with a great body. The first guy in what seems like centuries whom i felt the urge to be intimate with.

i didn't need to love him in order to "love" him, right?

i have needs, too. i have been denying them for far too long. today i realized....i can now do what i thought i could not.

it's high time i awaken the animal in me.




~o-0-o~
You'll be surprised with what you could live with.
Dr. Wilson, House MD

cannot.

tonight i learned that you had a girlfriend.

after three months i finally understood why you act the way you do...why you always have an excuse for not being with me.

it hurts. yes...of course..

but at my age i've already been through a lot....i've experienced bigger and greater pain than this....

no biggie, that's what i keep saying to myself.

i just wish i could've learned sooner, you know?

maybe i might've stopped myself for feeling anything more than what is right...

doomed.

you are mine five days a week.

i look forward to seeing you each morning. i fret when you are about to leave at the end of the day.

i rub elbows with you many times in a span of one week.

we shout with laughter...we snicker mischievously...we whisper private jokes....we curse the people who make our life hell.

we go from flirting outrageously to working like mad dogs the next minute.

everything is going well except for one little thing.

i'm falling for you.

secretly....i'm hoping you can be mine seven days a week. plus the nights too.


somebody, kill me now. please.

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is PMS-ing bad?

i'm lonely. i'm sad.

i need a drop of serotonin. maybe one year of sobriety won't change a thing once i visit paradise lost?


*sigh*

one year today..

one year of solitude.

one year of "me first before anyone else"

one year of "no one's going to rescue me but me"

one year of tears and laughter and pleasure AND a great deal of pain.

one year of celibacy and sobriety.


i wonder...

one year from now.....what's in store for me?