are you there still?

i sometimes wonder what it would be like if i could still talk to you.

if i could still ask for your advice...

i miss your long explanations...your logic...your calmness.

you gave me peace of mind.

something that happens only rarely.

i want to tell you so many things....i want to tell you that i have changed a lot for the better...that i am doing the things that you wanted me to do.

are you proud of me?

i miss you.

Bangkok Babe

i'm here in my hotel room....wearing an oversized robe and slippers.

one song comes to mind.....

Destiny by Zero7...


sigh...despite the pressure at work. i feel so blessed.

i get to go to Bangkok for free.
i get to stay in a fancy hotel.
i get to eat SOOO many fruits.
i get to experience being independent in another country.

i love my life right now.

mr. right can wait.

Busybitch

Just when I am too busy preparing for my Thailand trip, three hot guys vied for my attention.

Ms. Touch and Go.

Ms. Independent.

Candy, the career woman.

Ah, never saw that coming....

Sigh...I think I have become a bitch. Because from what i heard...men love 'em.

Eh ano naman kung mukha akong monay?

SEXXXY naman! yan ang "hiyang" sa trabaho! hehe ;p

i knew it.

sooner of later.
you will fall.
now you know how i felt.

the question i'm asking myself is...

do i still feel the same way about you?

I miss feeling superhuman...

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

Where every problem is gone
because I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

losing my religion

a woman has needs.

and when a hot guy comes along... you get tempted...you fantasize about being pushed against the wall and taken....right then and there.

at least that's what i have been mulling over lately.

there's this old friend. he's basically a good guy with a great body. The first guy in what seems like centuries whom i felt the urge to be intimate with.

i didn't need to love him in order to "love" him, right?

i have needs, too. i have been denying them for far too long. today i realized....i can now do what i thought i could not.

it's high time i awaken the animal in me.




~o-0-o~
You'll be surprised with what you could live with.
Dr. Wilson, House MD